Two thoughts always go through my mind:
1. I can never die.
2. When I do die, will I have enough life insurance to allow Nate and Noah to live comfortably?
Since I know that not dying is not an option, I now worry about #2. So….I am obsessed with life insurance. I have it through my work, Tim's work, and the NEA. I have taken out the maximum amount allowed through each provider. I still fear that it's not enough.
Nate and Noah will never work to support themselves. If they do work, it will pay a very insignificant amount. I am not confident that Social Security and/or Medicaid will be enough to allow them to live comfortably.
I do not want their living expenses to be Nick's responsibility. Since he will have to take care of all the other aspects of their lives, I want to take care of this one.
Another application came in the mail today…..excuse me while I fill it out.
